Heart | love™

I will always keep this heart even

thougt you alway hurt me.

this love will always forgive you.

this love is strong, so T can't hate you.

I will always understand everythings you do.

but I can't stop lovingyou,

your turn to understand !

coz I can't live without you!

when you broke up with me i felt so alone you dumped me for anthor girl how could you i loved you with or my heart and now the love between us is broken i will always love you with or my heart but i cant go back to you after what you did to me you played me like i was a game you used me for one thing i trushed you but i guess i was wrong so have a good life but i will always love you deep down in my heart

I used to love so much before
he's the one that i adore
but the ending,
is not what I've been expected for
knock! Knock! on the door
my heart won't open anymore.


I've groans and moans after all these years
I've to runaway from all those fears
hide my face away from my tears
its hurt so much to be this sincere


i tried to cover up all my pain
all i feel is much the same
for this emptiness running through my vein
cause me to live forever in vain

You broke my heart
What am i to say
Didn't you think
Before you threw us away
Why did you do it
Was i not enough
Did you think the pain wouldn't hurt me
Didn't you think you would lose my trust
Why did you hurt me
And then hurt me more
Why do you think its sorted
And brush the probs under the door
Why cant you see
I`ve changed so much
Not that i like it
But i had to get tough
This anger that eats me so
Drives me mad but i cant let it go
I cry and scream
But there not heard
Want to run away
Never be found
But thats not right
Nor would i be mean
I just want to find peace
Not sorrow no more for me
No more pain please
I cant hack it you see
Cause one day
It will end me
I'm not punishing myself
Nor punishing you
But i just cant take it
I`m black and blue.

Life is never fair,
No matter how well you fare.
I'd tried my best,
But it's still too less.


I'd given you all I can,
Yet I still don't get your gentle hands.
Would you every know how I feel?
No, you never will.

A Lost Love

A Feeling of Despair ,The Choking Sobs
an Image of Being Trampled under a Mob.
Constricted Breathing, out of Control
a Feeling of Forever These Moments Stole
Darkness Settles, No Happy Thoughts,
the Battles over Before its Even Fought.
Clouds Drift in ,I Feel the Pain.
I Stand Destroyed in Your Domain
On the Edge of a Chasm, Inviting Cold
Hating Who I Am, a Man with No Soul.
Can You Hear My Cries of Anguish and Despair,
to Live or Die Do I Even Care?
I Know it Sounds Crazy, Not My Usual Peace.
But What to Do with Myself after this Six Year Lease
. Words Spoken to God Mean Nothing Anymore
I Spoke You Spoke Still You Walked out the Door.
How Do I Maintain My Guise as a Man
When Behind Closed Doors I Sift Away like Sand
.To Pick up and Continue What Is the Use?
I Had a Great Woman I Lost Her, I Deserve All Abuse.
I Prayed for Us Daily to God from Above,
And for What Because Evidently There Is No Such Thing as True Love.

I wish you were here
Holding me in your arms
Keeping me so very safe
And out of harm


I wish you were here
So I could look into your eyes
Tell you that I love you
And make you believe that I tell no lies


I wish you were here
So we could make love all night
Make me so happy
Make the darkness turn to light


I wish you were here
So I wouldn’t miss you so much
I wish I could see you
So I wouldn’t long for your touch


And I wish you were here
If only you could know
Because I’m loving you forever
And I’m never letting go

We're older and wiser and
Love each other with all our might
We appreciate each other with respect
This is the best time of our lives


We may not have much time together
Since we met so late in life
But at least we can spend it during
The best time of our lives


We rush home with anticipation
To fall into each other's arms
And cry happy tears of joy
Just to see each other again


We laugh and we cry, we dare not deny
The love we felt all along inside
A love that was meant to be
We've been feeling all this time


We just had to wait for the right time
When forever is never enough time
To spend together the rest of our lives

Kepada malam beserta angin yang berhembus

Kubisikkan betapa aku menyayangimu, Mama

Tak akan pernah aku membiarkanmu terabaikan

Tak akan pernah aku membiarkanmu tersakiti kembali

Tak akan pernah aku membiarkanmu terkhianati

Sebab kau adalah perempuan mulia yang penuh cinta

Bertahan dalam putaran waktu yang memaksamu sakit berkepanjangan





Kepada malam beserta angin yang berhembus

Kubisikkan betapa sempurna ketabahan dan kesabaranmu

Betapa lugu dan sungguh apa adanya setiap doa-doamu kepada Tuhan

Doamu Mama, selalu sederhana dan menyentuh hati Ilahi :

“Kasihanilah kami ya Tuhan, berkati dan lindungi kami selalu”

Sungguh tak mungkin Tuhan tak mendengar doamu, Mama

Izinkan kuyakinkan kembali dirimu bahwa betapa aku teramat mencintaimu





Kau adalah ibu yang sempurna dalam memberikan cinta

Kau adalah ibu yang sempurna dalam mengajarkan kebaikan

Kau adalah ibu yang sempurna mengajari setiap anakmu bertekun dalam doa

Kau adalah ibu yang sempurna dalam segala hal

Kau selalu ada dalam setiap denyut nadi dan detak jantungku

Kau selalu ada dalam doa-doaku, seperti juga aku ada dalam doa-doamu

Selamat Hari Ibu, Mama

As evening twilight replaceable dense
Love you until now is to walk on injury
search - search just reliever liver
love you bind yourself up to now is
unspeakable cold holding my body could not run

Though I may never love you lakuakn
although wrong, sometimes looks beautiful lie
You rajutkan rainbow apparent in the gray day
you hang up
I almost died there ...

Seperti senja yang tergantikan pekat malam
Mencintaimu hingga kini adalah berjalan di atas luka
mencari – cari sekedar obat pereda hati
mencintaimu hingga kini adalah mengikat diri
dingin tak terperi menahan raga ku tak bisa berlari

Padahal mencintai ku mungkin tak pernah kau lakuakn
meski salah, dusta kadang tampak indah
kau rajutkan pelangi semu di hari berwarna abu-abu
kau gantungkan asa
hingga aku nyaris mati disana…

embun di pagi hari bagaikan aku masih belum mengenali hal itu
tetapi tiba-tiba matahari terbit menghapus embun pagi itu bagaikan aku telah mengenali artinya cinta yang tumbuh sendirinya dari dalam diriku pada waktu saat ku pertama kali bertemu dengan dirimu wahai kekasihku
dan dilanjuti dengan awan putih yang datang agar mengurangi panasnya udara matahari itu bagaikan cinta banyak cobaannya
dan juga di selimuti angin-angin yang datang agar udaranya sedikit dingin bagaikan cinta ini perlu perhatian besar kepadamu wahai bidadariku

puisi pagi siang hari
embun di pagi hari bagaikan aku masih belum mengenali hal itu
tetapi tiba-tiba matahari terbit menghapus embun pagi itu bagaikan aku telah mengenali artinya cinta yang tumbuh sendirinya dari dalam diriku pada waktu saat ku pertama kali bertemu dengan dirimu wahai kekasihku
dan dilanjuti dengan awan putih yang datang agar mengurangi panasnya udara matahari itu bagaikan cinta banyak cobaannya
dan juga di selimuti angin-angin yang datang agar udaranya sedikit dingin bagaikan cinta ini perlu perhatian besar kepadamu wahai bidadariku

kekasihku pada saat ku memegang kedua tanganmu entah kenapa diriku terasa
hangat...
kekasihku pada saat ku dekat denganmu entah kenapa diriku merasa
nyaman...
kekasihku pada saat ku melihat kedua bola matamu yang indah itu entah kenapa hidupku terasa berwarna...
kekasihku pada saat ku melihat senyum dan tawa yang keluar dari bibir manismu entah kenapa hatiku merasakan kebahagian...
kekasihku entah kenapa aku dekat denganmu aku merasakan hidupku yang penuh berarti...dan entah kenapa pada saat kau jauh diriku terasa hampa
aku sangat menyangimu wahai kekasihku

you're not a gem
you're not diamonds
I got nothing
there is no hope for all
first you said it was beautiful
The best & not replaceable
now all that fake
blink of an eye my heart diminish
until when will I be this way
black and white in your memories
it wrong if I haapuskn all
if you have to spin the wheels of our stories lagie
why do you always have to offer promise
you always deny
until I
sebgai feel your toys
and wait for something that is uncertain
I point to the left of the road
the last time you were on the right I
maafkn langakah my feet follow the index finger of my hand
maybe you know & realize
time for our story ends

kau bukan permata
kau juga bukan berlian
tidak ada yang ku dapatkan
tidak ada harapan lagi semua
dulu kau bilang itu indah
yang terbaik & tidak tergantikan
kini semua itu palsu
sekejap mata memudarkan hatiku
sampai kapan aku harus begini
dalam hitam putih kenangan mu
salahkah jika aku haapuskn semua
jika harus berputar roda kisah kita lagie
mengapa selalu kau tawarkan janji
yang selalu kau ingkari
hingga aku
merasa sebgai mainan mu
dan menunggu sesuatu yg tidak pasti
aku tunjuk jalan sebelah kiri
saat terakhir kau di sebalah kanan ku
maafkn langakah kakiku mengikuti telunjuk tanganku
mungkin kau tahu & sadar
saatnya kisah kita berakhir

I am the word ...
are floating in your heart
jealous when you make love
beaches on the island you
I want to be a fish
to be able to swim to achieve love it
I want to be the sun
that drain your water
or let me be a bird
and fly left